it'll come to me

Starting something new for a bit....the zine is coming along but the vein parts of me like to have things to show so I'm double dipping.

I'm searching for what to add to my big painting.....it'll come to me.

working on my zine

This is my life at full speed

flying under water

I'm doing all these little ones hopping to feel deeply enough to paint it on my big.....hmmmmm.....continuum.

new painting

New painting I'm working on. I really like how it is coming out.

painter thoughts

I day dream sometimes about this Teal (Tahitian) blue paint I have. I want to use it as the main backdrop color of the big painting I'm working on.........

sleeping inside the wolf

I love how this happened. I normally make all these choices on design but this kind of just happened. I was sleepy after I finished it. It feels good to float.

the thinker of time

this is what happens when you exist in three worlds at once.

the other side of my moon

i wake up and walk into my studio and sit in front of this canvas for a hour each day waiting to attack it.

the heart is a million miles of stars

a billion dreams of cats

the spirit of the universe

I love how things grow.You water your brush like plant and the weeds blossom into life.............

stars of fire fish

This really hums to me.

Male nudity

A long time ago I had an art show. It was the last art show I did in a gallery and it was shitty. I felt shitty the entire time because I just didn't feel open enough. I din't have frames for everything I did so I could post up everything new I had done. I had some really beautiful revolutionary stuff for me. I got this one complement that like some do rubbed me wrong "you are really great at drawing the female form." I said "thank you but I can draw and paint males and females with the same skill." They shrugged and it pissed me off. The human form is amazing and works in such a amazing ways that no one can grasp. I stopped painting males years back on canvas because I couldn't find places that would let me hang them up. People sometimes just don't see the male form as beautiful. They sexualise both but they is a odd way they treat the male human which drives me mad.

hmmmmmm...........

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It feels like a million years ago when I was taking crafts 2 in high school. We made this india ink cloth. You draw on it designs with crayons and then iron it under a pillow case. Then you dip it into the ink and it makes the craziest patterns. That's what this reminds me of. FUN