I'm making more prints now.

I've been thinking for a while that I should make more prints of some of my older works. They were loved by my fans but I think my work can be to much in cost for all my fans so prints; you know?

I feel really good making them and I love seeing the prints I can do table top shows with...so win ..win.

home

Late night painting is the biggest part of me. It's honest on how much I want things to vanish around me so I can give complete focus. I don't is the honest answer. I want my wife and cat and dog to come and sit near by. I wan to feel their eyes on me and their touches and smiles. I remember before all of them I was this guy who slept 3 hours not in order and woke up when ever so to paint some more. I was so sick and sad. I couldn't go back to that guy even if I were crazy. Who would? I love what I do now and how much time I let my self make things. I do zone out all the time around people "mind painting" as I call it.

The impossible six legged twist.

Some pieces when you visualize them have to be big. Something about a big piece is more fun. It lets you play inside it with details and in that is freedom. I love her crazy knee. I reminds me of an eggplant. There have been these moments inking the shadows where I wondered about proportions but it is surreal so that's like a free pass of  the laws of everything. Painting honestly is about being able to take your mind's image and smacking it into reality of sorts. It can almost be violent how much impact your body feels making art. It is a drug and the lines are the hours of sleep you give away . Yes it is worth it even if no one reads or sees this. It was a moment in time I made just for me and this is the result. I hope you enjoy it.

Asi es

A friend asked me today to try working on bigger paper...so I did.

I am working on shirt designs but it is taking me a bit of time to relearn my digital art skills for a great t shirt design.

Finding myself again

Acrylics was my daughter for such a long beautiful time and after the world carved in for bit I put her to rest. I always meant to jump back into acrylics....but my patience was thin.....so I was gone way to long. 

this year I'm going to do 20 acrylics.

I'm going ...........to

the thinker of time

this is what happens when you exist in three worlds at once.

Male nudity

A long time ago I had an art show. It was the last art show I did in a gallery and it was shitty. I felt shitty the entire time because I just didn't feel open enough. I din't have frames for everything I did so I could post up everything new I had done. I had some really beautiful revolutionary stuff for me. I got this one complement that like some do rubbed me wrong "you are really great at drawing the female form." I said "thank you but I can draw and paint males and females with the same skill." They shrugged and it pissed me off. The human form is amazing and works in such a amazing ways that no one can grasp. I stopped painting males years back on canvas because I couldn't find places that would let me hang them up. People sometimes just don't see the male form as beautiful. They sexualise both but they is a odd way they treat the male human which drives me mad.

hmmmmmm...........

she is her

There is this moment when the world falls away and you are alone with you. Most people can't deal with this but it is my one true home. It's judgement and silly and crazy....but alive and that is where the art comes from.

finding a new groove

I love how much time my mind has since I walked away from FB.....it's only days 3 but I feel good. I'm not angry anymore and I feel like I made the right choice. I wish more of my friends would join G+ but oh well.

I had a hard time with this painting  yesterday. It moved at a normal pace but I was afraid her breast were way to distracting but now that I reach this point I feel better.

I feel like my last two were better but who knows how I will feel when I'm done with this one?

tip toeing into everything inside my mind

My great moments are often noticed by my wife, dog,cat and friends but I think that is what makes them good moments. This one I feel is one of my best because even I think it is crazy but I hope my fingers are not to bloody when it is over but if i lose a bit pare for the course. Gold leaf is coming......

 

heavy neck

So my mind has been full of thoughts about something a wonderful person I know said to me. Do I do to much texture in my paintings? Should I do less to them? Are their way to many tattoos? I'm second guessing my work and maybe I should be....I don't know. .........hmmmmm....