I'm laying in my childhood home dealing with the death of my grandma (avó) and it dawns on my how I might of imagined my life differently as I was living it.

life

It's been a huge few weeks. My Avo is dying. So that is hard. She is very old but still has been sick for a long time so I want her to find peace. Painting is my happy place and watching movies that make me laugh with Alec. I love the new direction I'm going. I have not been able to finish my big painting. I have a triangle I want to be perfect and so I haven't touched it. hmmmmmmmm   

Children of mars

I think I found my hero for my story. This will be epic kiddos.

Love inverted

A sip of madness

This life has a million moments of brilliance and heartbreak. They blend to points where up seems down. The lines blend into shapes making the images brilliant.

a sip of madness

I love how they blinded.

eyes of oceans

Speck of dust lost in a grapefruit

fin

finding a new groove

I love how much time my mind has since I walked away from FB.....it's only days 3 but I feel good. I'm not angry anymore and I feel like I made the right choice. I wish more of my friends would join G+ but oh well.

I had a hard time with this painting  yesterday. It moved at a normal pace but I was afraid her breast were way to distracting but now that I reach this point I feel better.

I feel like my last two were better but who knows how I will feel when I'm done with this one?

Her

Day 2 of my quitting Fb. I am not going to help them give money to bigots. I can't. I'm not the type of person who can forget how much my friends have suffered for just being who they are. They mean to much to me to ever go back. Now I would be lying if I said I didn't have to fight the habit to check it this morning but I was strong and I will be infinite.

Moving on........

I didn't know what to do with my last illustration so I'm stepping back and working on something new.

I know ever one will just see boobs but I know that there will be so much more to this one than that. Nothing becomes more in it's first moments of being.

adventure today

my fuzzy kids

This world of art and madness

I keep working on this new painting. My brain is off center a bit because people keep telling me what to paint. It aggravates me because they don't paint and they aren't buying art from me. So honestly I don't fucking care if they have rude things to say about what I paint. I know as an artist we have to deal with criticism in the world but I don't have to like it or enjoy it and I will take it personal because it is about my work I make personally. I love my fans and if I could afford it I would give them all my art I make but I can't.

I really love how this one is coming along. She gets me and I get her and so the form makes sense to me.

Making a stand.

I have come to this conclusion may times but fuck facebook. They have always sucked but this morning i found out they gave money to an anti gay politician. So of all things that have made me want to wash my hands of them this is my tipping point.

I'm not posting on facebook anymore. They make money from us so we make them the money they give to bigots. I will not willing help that ever again. If you want to see me and what I do than you can call me or find me here, email me or find me on Sg or G plus. It saddens me that we live in a world were people are so full of hate. I'm a painter and I make art and I may not change the world but I will not hurt it on purpose.

life

So many days wasted on trying to be perfect when the honest part was everything always was. It's that book that shows you the world you live in so that you understand life better.

A billion ways to breathe