weird little things (me) and the stuff I paint

There are moments when I create madness on a canvas and others where the madness creates me. That moment that I'm inside one is often both. I love how much love I've gotten this year for my paintings. It has scared me on a few occasions. I had this fear I was on the tip of a pin and to every side of me doing well I would just fall off and be forgotten. It feels strange to admit that but it is honest and I promised a long time ago to always be honest with you guys. I want to be thought of as all these things people have said to me and even about me but I am as always afraid of not being humble. So a big and huge thank you to you all and I'll keep on making because that is what my heart wants of me.  

everything grows into something else.

 It's all a story of life and death and moving forward.

We were all once immrotals from Jaws Blake on Vimeo.


I love how this video turned out. It moved me.

Secret axe project

pouting under tables likes dream filled silence by Jaws Blake

dancing on the moon with the daughters of stars

backwards forwards and around again

All these moments grab me and whisper in my eyes to make something beautiful. I hope I'm doing the moments justice.

left feet right hands

a new way

Things are parts of stars and so existence .

Solar teams

So i figured out my sculpture and I have half drawn it. I ran out of steam last night and just couldn't finish it. But I promise my self I will tonight.

Now I have to draw my pinup.

The badgirl

I don't really paint for other people. I do love when they enjoy it but it honestly is what I love to do. I'm only really on Facebook so I can talk to friends because like most of you I have forgotten how to use a phone. :)

Something recently has bothered me. I read a post from another semi famous artist and they basically said to the new and old artists "you will not make it."  I hate this shit because no one really makes it until they are old and or dead. A few of us get to even see that people like what we make. We are the lucky ones. But for no reason should other artists put each other down! We are honestly the only fans of each others work we get to see outside of parents and friends. To get a complement from a stranger is rare. Just help each other out honestly. I studied under a master painter when I was 13 and he helped me figure out how to start thinking of myself as an artist and the rest came with time. I didn't even think of my self as good until some one asked me to train them under me. It shocked me and I tried my best to help them out and now they are on that journey with their art. I'm proud and happy and hopeful for them because that is what you do as n artist and as a human being. Don't be a dick.

growing inward

Unknown title as of yet

I've been making more art as expected. It is feeling more focused each time if that makes sense.

The universe according to El Pintor

I might be crazy. People say I am. They say for me to paint and draw and be creative you had to let go of the things that make us sane. Maybe I'm a old soul with to many things do do on the page. either way....heads or tails I'm happy. Maybe that is why I'm crazy because I'm still happy. They say artists should be tortured..........been there done that.

It's like that game you played when you were imaginary

the threesome

working on a new .....

I made a new skateboard