weird little things (me) and the stuff I paint

There are moments when I create madness on a canvas and others where the madness creates me. That moment that I'm inside one is often both. I love how much love I've gotten this year for my paintings. It has scared me on a few occasions. I had this fear I was on the tip of a pin and to every side of me doing well I would just fall off and be forgotten. It feels strange to admit that but it is honest and I promised a long time ago to always be honest with you guys. I want to be thought of as all these things people have said to me and even about me but I am as always afraid of not being humble. So a big and huge thank you to you all and I'll keep on making because that is what my heart wants of me.  

"My favorite sweater" she said.

I had a lot of fun making this painting.

hearts

I love the build it moves me. The lines grow and it feels like breathing. 

We were all once immrotals from Jaws Blake on Vimeo.


I love how this video turned out. It moved me.

muhler del rey

The mask we put on cats

the masks we put on cats

I had this fear even after I scanned these illustrations for my big kid coloring book project that it might disrupt how people painted them. I'm really excited to finish it even though I have ten more to do after listening to your thoughts on how many pages I need. It should be very beautiful.

dancing on the moon with the daughters of stars

goats and goblins

left feet right hands

a new way

Things are parts of stars and so existence .

A bird made of ink and wheels

ever growing

I honestly don't remember the first octogirl I ever did. I might of been in college........It just made since to me and the  masks made me feel stronger about each design....I love texture so much! 

Solar teams

So i figured out my sculpture and I have half drawn it. I ran out of steam last night and just couldn't finish it. But I promise my self I will tonight.

Now I have to draw my pinup.

The badgirl

I don't really paint for other people. I do love when they enjoy it but it honestly is what I love to do. I'm only really on Facebook so I can talk to friends because like most of you I have forgotten how to use a phone. :)

Something recently has bothered me. I read a post from another semi famous artist and they basically said to the new and old artists "you will not make it."  I hate this shit because no one really makes it until they are old and or dead. A few of us get to even see that people like what we make. We are the lucky ones. But for no reason should other artists put each other down! We are honestly the only fans of each others work we get to see outside of parents and friends. To get a complement from a stranger is rare. Just help each other out honestly. I studied under a master painter when I was 13 and he helped me figure out how to start thinking of myself as an artist and the rest came with time. I didn't even think of my self as good until some one asked me to train them under me. It shocked me and I tried my best to help them out and now they are on that journey with their art. I'm proud and happy and hopeful for them because that is what you do as n artist and as a human being. Don't be a dick.

Art is alive in all things.....even...the left side of the moon

Unknown title as of yet

I've been making more art as expected. It is feeling more focused each time if that makes sense.