Sunday, August 16, 2015

Today is a storm

Fishing  myself in a rut of sorts. I know what to make to keep my fans happy but I'm not sure it still makes me happy.

It feels like I just need music and a cold room and a canvas. The posting maybe burning me out.  I know here that sounds funny but Instagram is constant.

I want to write my stories and just illustrate them. It might be that I don't want to work on anything I should because I need to feel more incontrol right now. I don't feel in control right now because honestly I'm so fucking tired. Nothing feels slow right now.......summer has been insane.

Have to stop caring if everyone or no one is watching. That is what I think defines me as a always making attitude.