Sunday, March 27, 2016

pennies of people

It all comes out like dreams. The feet and the head are a trillion miles away. The days are short but forever in distance. All and none at the same time. Alec is my anchor is such big beautiful ways. I fear going full painter again. It is to much for the mind to take on. Ink and brushes and paint and paper........everything,,,

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

weird little things (me) and the stuff I paint

There are moments when I create madness on a canvas and others where the madness creates me. That moment that I'm inside one is often both. I love how much love I've gotten this year for my paintings. It has scared me on a few occasions. I had this fear I was on the tip of a pin and to every side of me doing well I would just fall off and be forgotten. It feels strange to admit that but it is honest and I promised a long time ago to always be honest with you guys. I want to be thought of as all these things people have said to me and even about me but I am as always afraid of not being humble. So a big and huge thank you to you all and I'll keep on making because that is what my heart wants of me.  

Monday, March 21, 2016

Being an artist in 2016 by Jaws Blake

at my best I am a dreamer who recreates what I see behind my eyes without noticing what a gift that is.

Monday, March 14, 2016

I'm coming back to Youtube. I miss it..even if I will end up in the same events as before....craziness. I don't know; I enjoy posting my videos on Youtube so either way I should just go for it.

I had this fear I was maybe too old to do well on Youtube but as I looked around YB I noticed I'm kind of average age. It's silly. I hope you all check out my new video when it comes out tonight.

I have never done a video like this before so I figured it was a popular topic so why not?

I fill up sketch books like crazy so a sketchbook tour video was easy enough.

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Sometimes making is pulling all of myself apart to find my edges.