Late night painting is the biggest part of me. It's honest on how much I want things to vanish around me so I can give complete focus. I don't is the honest answer. I want my wife and cat and dog to come and sit near by. I wan to feel their eyes on me and their touches and smiles. I remember before all of them I was this guy who slept 3 hours not in order and woke up when ever so to paint some more. I was so sick and sad. I couldn't go back to that guy even if I were crazy. Who would? I love what I do now and how much time I let my self make things. I do zone out all the time around people "mind painting" as I call it.